My Journey Through Life....Day 1....at least for this blog anyway

2005-02-09T13:46:00.000-08:00

my name is rosemoon,

I am having a tough tough life right now. its killing me so much right now. well, lets start off with my sucky life. right now, i am all by myself, have no friends well, except this one girl will call her L. we became good friends right off the bat. me and her started the same year as eachother but
different months. i started last year in january '04 and she started in febuary '04. we had pretty much alot in common well except that she was in a wheelchair and that i am "thank the lord" ok and i am happy to be walking and have alot of other limbs working. the only thing that i have is trouble talking. i have a learning disability and my area in that department is "conversation". i am pretty weird in a sense and i don't mean weird in a dangerous way i mean weird like i am quiet one moment for some people and others i am very talkative to others, even to my friend L.
i have made a fiew friends at this place i work at. its called "c.r." i started out in the work shop there for 4 and a week month and than i was transferred over to being a receptionist. it was definately a new change for me and i got to meet a great number of different people for a change than to be working on remotes all the time in the workshop but because everything is very quietly than it used to be. my guy, boss is no longer working at c.r. and i have a new women boss that started here at c.r. and she happens to also be very nice just like my other boss, well call him N. I had/have this so called boyfriend named S. he treated me very nice in the beginning. I met him when i was a senior and he was a sophmore and after i graduated i saw him 2 or 3 years during the years and right now i don't see him because my mom believes and i guess i do have to agree that he has been a jerk for quite a while and the sad part is i don't get bad vibes at all right away unless either my mom thinks its bad or whoever tells me and than to start to drift off by the bad thing and i guess i am very very innocent right now but i will start to be strong for myself for now on and i will start to be more positive in life instead of being down on all the time. i go to music lessons once a week, i started out going out on fridays that was when i used to be in the workshop and i would take every single friday off and than when i got my new position as a receptionist i had to come every day and i still do that up until this point. but on those fridays, in the morning, @ 12 p.m. i would go to my music lessons. i would just sing that would be the only thing i was going to music school for. and than it was changed over to wednesdays and now it will be changed over to thursdays at the same time 4:30 p.m. right after work which is not so bad but the only thing that i guess i feel lonely in is just trying to make conversation and progressing more and not be so quiet all the time and if those of you that havea similiar or a slight similiar problem, your not alone in that department. if anyone feels like they are depressed than do something for a change in you because u have to be the one to make ureself happy instead of being negative all the time.

thanks you for letting me post and don't be so hesitant to write me back or if you want to
you don't have to but it would be nice to get a response or 2 or 3 or more......lol....lol....lol....lool.

from,
rosemoon